have you ever felt like you were the only person who existed in the world. for example you can walk a crowded a hallway and only see the door to the exit. there could be hundreds of people surrounding you but you don’t recognize the figures and voices you see and hear.

well i have

it seems for a while i was by myself not in a saddened way either, i was choosing to be this way. it’s as if something told me i needed a break from humanity mentally. you can never really truly survive without coming across human interaction unless of course you decide to move to Antarctica. however, my mind was not acknowledging the need for human interaction.

through this time i just came to find out the greater powers were within myself. through focusing more on me I think i realized a state of ultimate being with oneself. i realized that is only me who can create my problems and it is only I who can solve them.

i honestly feel like people should take more time to look into there hearts and think with there minds who they are. yet people still yearn from approval from others.

you notice how older people don’t give a fuck about what people think about them because they been around long enough to mature and realize their past mistakes.

well interestingly enough i feel like i have the mindset of an elderly man when it comes to other people’s perception of me.

at the end of the day i am who i am.
and no human can ever stop me from being me