the pits of failure

So if my life was normal i would be approaching my junior year in college today. I would be pursuing a career in criminal justice.
the reality
i have instead took a detour off the conventional lifestyle in which my parents and society told me i would have to succumb to. I went more through a soul searching phase for about 2 years instead of focusing on college. I realized a lot about myself and a lot about this world and the brainwashing that almost happened to myself.
today
Obviously i have done the exact opposite of what society had told me to do. I don’t think college and a nine to five job is in my favor at this point. When i think there is so much more to life. I feel that i don’t need to have all the fancy luxuries that most people work so hard to accomplish. I just feel that as long as i am happy and keep true to myself life should not be but so hard
future
so one must thing about financial stability throughout this world because nothing in this life is free unfortunately. It seems free but honestly to give life puts America in more of there trillion dollar deficit because more than likely the government is paying for the other expenses. i want to be successful without college. i want to show people that following what makes you happy should lead to your success. When i am done with following my dreams i will be doing something i love to do and have a peace of mind at that. I don’t want to work in a cubical at a job that i hate for the rest of my life

Posted on January 13, 2012 with 4 notes
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