May 2012
A love so shallow Kim kardashian would be jealous
W.T.F (well that's fantastic)
I asked myself today do I even know what it feels like to really struggle. Have I ever been through a really life-changing event. Maybe it was television that sparked this idea.
I haven’t been shot
I haven’t went to jail
I know both my parents
Never had a close encounter with life
Television almost made me feel like I need to improve on a design or do something new.
Then I...
PEACE of MIND
Let’s free our minds
Let’s free our hearts
Let’s free our spirit
If only just for this one night I want to pretend that we are free from our everyday problems. It never hurts to pretend
It feels better to let your imagination become reality
Along the road to becoming adults I feel like we lose our ability to imagine life in a better context. We were scolded for drawing...
You first
For what it’s worth I would sell humans to aliens
Sort of like human-trafficking
Only my target is all the people society could do without, all the socially intolerant people.
You know the religious leaders, there crazed followers.
All the rapists, murderers, and mentally unstable gang-bangers
All the world leaders corrupt with power
Somehow I would be playing the role of god, when...
Panic Switch
I’m waiting and fading and floating away
I’m waiting and fading and floating away
I’m waiting and fading and floating away
I’m waiting and fading and floating away
I’m waiting and fading and floating away
If you only knew
Does someone really need to be saved by me ?
Am I the person that will pick somebody and bring them out the blackhole that has consumed there heart.
It is my duty to show someone how to feel again ?
Is My purpose it to bring somebody off the forever spiraling staircase of misery ?
It’s my position to carry you on my back and give you all I have ?
What’s your...
bob vs the world
maybe if everyone was to share and spread love equal i would accept it more sometime i am torn between two opposing forces in my life. i don’t want to care about anything in the world that doesn’t reflect me personally; only because i feel like it is not in my power to fix it. i would love to heal cracks in the sidewalks to keep them alive but i can not does not mean i have given up, i...
I used to be an atheist, until I realized I am god
Currently trying to get my own version of the bible printed, and produced.
I AM THE ONLY GOD IN MY REALITY
lately i have been taking time out to enjoy the scenery. sometimes i get so caught up in the purpose of my life. people older usually tell me that the 20’s were they worst years only because the stress you cause yourself to prepare for the real world. well fuck that. each day of life on earth is preparation for the real world, and i simply refuse to lose to society’s plan to devastate...
still kickin
I came to another revelation a few days ago, on the progression of my life. I felt so pressured in every aspect of my life. Everyone expects such great things out of me; not just family but friends as well. Then the drama begins Do you want to do well for everyone else sake or do you want to do well for your own ? This is particularly the essence of why I am not enrolled in college...
April 2012
Do what you want
It’s like more and more, I’m finding myself just wanting to be alone. I feel like life is trying to force me to make choices to early. Which isn’t bad, but from the past I know that no one should be rushed; that’s when we fuck up and make wrong decisions.
Therefore, I have been thinking lately that maybe these feelings are a sign that I do need to be alone. That possibly...
Agenda
Thursday - rain (job interview ugh)
Friday - smoke till I pass out
Saturday - wake up and go on an adventure
I’m just looking forward to saturday ^__^
Maybe today while it rains, my brain will decide to write about some things I like/dislike
Or not ……
I don’t like feeling pressured to do anything, that’s when I fuck up
I could make you fall in love with me by having...
If you are not amazed then we weren’t meant to fall in love
Welcome
They try to keep this place a secret from you, it’s a place where only you can go for comfort. It’s the spot that most human beings neglect but we always on a quest to find. The place where is everything is silent but your thoughts.
Where your dreams reside
Where our hearts confide
The mind
This entire rainy day I just been a figment of imagination and we get along well. We never...
You hear me world !
I just can’t give up
Or let anything get in my way
Have a dream, and believe in it
That’s who I am
Time alone
Can we hold on to me
Cause everything is sinking in denial
While my teeth keep on chattering
How can you leave,
When the blood’s up to my knees
And the doors of cement
It’s never ending
I don’t want to relive this
I don’t want to relive it
I don’t want to relive this
I don’t want to relive it
I don’t want to relive this
I don’t want to...
I had a rather brutal talk with myself, and the question I kept screaming at my inner-self was what the fuck are you doing ?
WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING ?
Relentlessly screaming at my inner-self and I can’t form an answer
I feel defenseless like I’m in a rut
I been in a rut
A self-loathing rut
Give me time to renew my values and morals
nipples & anime ?
so i went to this really awesome party. well it was probably more awesome because i was drunk and i knew more than half the party (the more people you know the more drugs you consume) the theme of this party was a topless party however girls were reluctant to take off there tops. i didn’t make a difference to me whatsoever . well the best friend i posted about three days ago was there. i...
My shadows reminds me that I am a human, that's...
I really do hate the World and the people in it
I’ll explain later in detail the real reason why this world is condemned.
Honestly I’m waiting for all the old ignorant close-minded fucks to die in the world before they breed again.
Religious people and hillbillies die first
sometimes i just .....
just to know that you are all mine to gaze at the beauty of your mind i want to know what it feels like for everything in my life to feel right i want our hearts to interact just purely off the facts i can survive in this world without you and i am pretty sure you can to but that reality is meaningless between us two i want to laugh at all the things you hate i’ll be your superhero without...
humans are irrational decrease your humaness
there is not much more to myself that i need to learn about, i have all the qualities and my mannerism’s down to the tee. i am the author of my very own auto-biography. there are no insecurities within me that another person could exploit. there isn’t anything about myself that i am in doubt of. there is not a single thing another person can tell me about myself that i already did not...
you are not my type
let’s save the getting to know each other i do not want your number for the fact that i probably lose it on the way out. sure i will take your face-book information and I’ll be sure to remember your already non-memorable name by the time i get home. oh you have a nice job and your own place, and a car, wow i am so impressed; let me look in my empty pockets to see how many...
Don't lie to me
I think a lot of people underestimate my intelligence.
A lot of people obviously never read my blog….
I do not feel the need to be a stuck-up intellectual to every person I encounter. If a normal person talks to me for about five minutes they would probably think I am incredibly young minded, when in reality I just never let go of my young spirit.
people seem to always try and mentally...
weekend lies
i am so much better than the things i am doing. i need to start the things i should be doing. the things that i am pursuing a career in is getting there at a sufficient pace. however, i know the potential that my career could be at right now, and i have a long way to go before i reach there. i have came to the conclusion that when i don’t get the things i want done; it hurts my soul a...
sometimes i prefer silence and my thoughts
tonight is one of those nights
WatchLast minute fun in the park ^__^
Oh friends this smile is for you :)
And still
Relationships are silly to me, half of the time I just think people are bored. Boredom creates relationships or that’s what facebook has lead me to believe.
Or
It was just really awesome sex and one or both are delusional over each other, when in reality that’s they only bond they share.
And then there’s the love of my life
I guess I could be in a relationship with my...
Everyone has an opinion
Everyone has an opinion however, no one seems to realize that. Everyone seems to think that there way is the truly divine way to live. If someone thinks differently it’s never as simple “to agree to disagree” ; instead the opposite view becomes an abomination to reality.
The reason I am writing this is because I am tired of people arguing over simple things as who wore it...
Having a job, settling down, having kids and...
That’s what life was suppose to be like after high school (progressively of course)
My life however, even when I was interested in school never goes according to plan.
Me being the rebel minded dude asks who says I have to follow any guideline once I’m out of school.
Honestly I don’t want to work for a job where I am not happy. My personality wouldn’t allow my managers...