January 2012
wasting your time on people who could give a fuck...
polar opposites - modest mouse
Polar opposites don’t push away It’s the same on the weekends as the rest of the days And I know I should go but I’ll probably stay And that’s all you can do about some things I’m trying to drink away the part of the day That I cannot sleep away Two one eyed dogs, they’re looking at stereos Hi-fi Gods try so hard to make their cars low to the ground ...
When I try to get to know someone, I believe I come off intimidating. I think people have gotten use to submissive people. Maybe its that I don’t take big problems seriously. These complexes human have are to deep for me to get involved with. I rather sit and be ignorant then trying to purify and change every soul I meet. However, when people try to unravel my mind I hardly think normal people can...
nowadays you gotta suck to be famous
self-loathing is pathetic
especially when you past a certain age and you obviously have people in your life who love you what do you want ? what is missing ? or is it you just choose not to be happy?
wednesdays blues
what makes somebody a grown up ? when do i legitimately get to use the phrase “i’m grown” ?
is it when i reach a certain age ?
is it when i get my first job ?
is it when i move out ?
is it when i go to college ?
what credentials in this life gives someone the title of being grown ? i think being grown is having a attitude where you can...
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they said fly and never return
i do not like the idea of my personal freedom being taken away. it seems so trivial but i developed my own persona all alone. i am one of the few people who enjoys being single and means it. it’s never that i am not looking it’s just that i am never going to undermind my standards for the sake of being with someone i can barely stand just because society say’s it’s better...
how long will i try
some people are forever seeking attention from all the wrong places. some people are willing to walk into the fire twice to make sure the fire is hot. i don’t understand the human condition and the human mind sometimes. i would like to take it as an individual being to weak minded to accept the consequences of certain realities. however, everyone has a different situation sided with a...
you can't fight hatred with more hatred
hatred produces nothing more but more hatred
friend is a genius
“just think about it. People are enjoying his shit on a daily. Thats why when radiohead released “in rainbows” they did so for free and digital download. If you wanted the box set you had to order, which was obviously only for true fans. For the digital download they only asked for a donation they said ” What would you like to pay” leaving it up to the listener....
THINK for yourself is all im saying
so i had long discussion last night that has riveted my thoughts on the SOPA and PIPA bill being passed my friend, who is an up and coming artists explained to me that maybe these two bills are not such a bad thing. maybe people just can’t take the fact the may live in a world where they may have to actual purchase the things they may want. For instance, if the bills are to pass and they are...
i never want to be sad or mildly depressed again well even tho its inevitable because life chooses to be that i never want to sulk in my sadness i never want to use my sadness for inspiration i like this slow turnover in my life everything just seems to be positive its a new energy my life is getting used to i am still the care free soul i just am doing it on a better accord i notice the darkness...
just because i express anarchist views on this government i believe these two new bills will deter my future plans of trying to create a world of self-thinkers if anything i could be considered a terrorist if you read my blog thoroughly enough but sadly i don’t fall subject to america’s mind games it is kind of like the back in the day when they burned “witches” they deemed...
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what can you sensor ?
can you stop me from being me are we suppose to be taking steps toward the future or are we settling for our past endeavors i feel that more and more America is becoming scared they can’t put a leash around everyone’s neck more people are thinking for themselves each and everyday that’s not what this country needs millions of self thinkers the presidents are rolling over in there...
silversun pickups has a new album seasick
well i know what i am doing for the next three days
it is not beyond my means
what is life even about these days? i swear i get blinded when i walk outside food, sex, brainwashing, clothes … its like when i look into people faces everyone has on one of three faces and when i look into there personalities they know two out of six emotions and can only understand three out of nine words in a completely diluted world i try to draw common ground that people will forever...
this was a pretty great weekend, despite the fact the fact my nose is so stuffed up i couldn’t smell a pungent hobo if one was standing directly in front of me. but it makes me realize how awesome my friends are, you would think after these months, years, and or days together we would be over each other, but each day that passes makes us realize how much we can not get over each other. its...
the pits of failure
So if my life was normal i would be approaching my junior year in college today. I would be pursuing a career in criminal justice. the reality i have instead took a detour off the conventional lifestyle in which my parents and society told me i would have to succumb to. I went more through a soul searching phase for about 2 years instead of focusing on college. I realized a lot about myself and a...
I said
I know plenty of people walking with there eyes closed. They can not see the world how I do. There imagination is a fairy tale that does not end with an happy ending. It would be better off if they open there eyes and accept the realities of life. Then again, maybe some people just can’t handle it. Therefore in response we just accept the fact and close our eyes, hoping that when we open...
its what keeps me alive
I thought I created some good analogies
Some good metaphors to convey my thoughts on life
But I rather not
I feel as if this page of my book was turned forcefully
I was not ready
But I am not the kid I was
I take these unexpected changes and use them as fuel for my ambitions
You can not get so over whelmed by life that it knocks you off your feet
Because then it is life who has won...
People don't think . Parents don't think ....
- real life shit
The reason I been not posting is because even tho I feel inspired
I am not ready to connect with my inspiration
Because my best work comes from when I feel low
That’s where a lot of my passion come from
But recently I have been to happy
My mind doesn’t recognize sorrow
And so therefore this positive energy has me at a high
But I wondering how long will it last
Before I plummet...
so you are gorgeous ...... now what ?
moves on
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fighting for a new life fighting to be me that’s what America teaches you that being you is not o.k and society conveys to that theory everyone looks around and wonder where has the love gone the happiness replaced with sadness the sounds of applauds are now hands making sounds to please a performer who doesn’t even know who he/she has become i ask people do not lose yourself...
December 2011
what i do on the internet …. check facebook … look at tumblr posts (10 minutes max) .. tweet bullshit …. watch naruto shippuden fillers :D
I don’t like to be put in situations wear i am left vulnerable
I do not like having to have my life on hold to wait on others
I rather hold my tears and have my face leak
Before you see me cry
Some may say that’s stupid
And shows how weak I may be
But to me
I just never admired the kid with his hand out
And I never admired the guy serving the portions like he was better than...
merry fucking christmas
My new york state of mind
Locked in like i commited a crime
Trying to reach out to the world
Voice to small like a young girl
In the streets
Its three codes to live by
Number one is try not to die
Holding our heads trying to survive
Dont believe in old street sayings
Because no “cat” has nine lives
Rule number two
Never show weakness in your eyes
It can lead to your...