polar opposites - modest mouse

Polar opposites don’t push away
It’s the same on the weekends as the rest of the days
And I know I should go but I’ll probably stay
And that’s all you can do about some things
I’m trying to drink away the part of the day
That I cannot sleep away
Two one eyed dogs, they’re looking at stereos
Hi-fi Gods try so hard to make their cars low to the ground
These vibrations oil its teeth
Primer gray is the color when you’re done dying
I’m trying to drink away the part of the day
That I cannot sleep away

nowadays you gotta suck to be famous

self-loathing is pathetic

especially when you past a certain age
and you obviously have people in your life
who love you
what do you want ?
what is missing ?
or is it you just choose not to be happy?

wasting your time on people who could give a fuck about you. where does this sense of approval stem from ?

When I try to get to know someone, I believe I come off intimidating. I think people have gotten use to submissive people. Maybe its that I don’t take big problems seriously. These complexes human have are to deep for me to get involved with. I rather sit and be ignorant then trying to purify and change every soul I meet. However, when people try to unravel my mind I hardly think normal people can accept my psyche.

For instance, I feel pretty firm in all my beliefs I broken down the aspects of life and put it together again. Honestly, your opinions can mean next to nothing as to my facts will mean everything (you see where I’m going with this). Society worsens the human condition with all those propaganda and hide away the truth. They can tell you whatever you want and most people just accept and live. People like me question and accept the unalienable truths that this world is out to get me.

I just wished I can gather up all my friends and move away. Hop on the next space shuttle to paradise. Away from the wars, lies, religion, problems, and monetary greed. I want for this world to be free. However like I stated, this world is to corrupt to be fixed, and I won’t take it upon myself to fix generation of lies.

I rather be ignorant and sit in the dark with my friends :/

wednesdays blues

what makes somebody a grown up ?
when do i legitimately get to use the phrase “i’m grown” ?

• is it when i reach a certain age ?
• is it when i get my first job ?
• is it when i move out ?
• is it when i go to college ?

what credentials in this life gives someone the title of being grown ?

i think being grown is having a attitude where you can handle your own responsibilities. when you have something to show for you maturity. everyday we grow up and learn lessons. some people accept them slower, some people go through them faster.

honestly i don’t even think it is having a “mature soul”; an age does not correlate with the theory of being an adult

honestly, i believe in my heart i am an adult. i might not have the certain “credentials” to get approved by older people.

my attitude however is to open minded to settle for the theory that all adults have to act a certain way, and present themselves to the world a certain way

at the end of the day im gonna do what the fuck i want.
maybe that’s the kid in me